I...really don't know what I can say after that. Except maybe:
Oh.
Let me gather myself. Sort of. This really... hurts, you know? I'm not sure why...I'm still trying to rein in tears and emotion as I figure out how it sits...not well, I can tell you. Such a short piece, and yet it carries such gravity and downright visceral emotions. In its brevity, it reeks of wrong. I think my mind is screaming 'no!', because I've really latched on to these two, and I adore them (even when I brave the more slashy fics, I do!)...and one without the other is just iniquitous. Maybe it's because I know this kind of pain, the loss and the feeling of being lost, maybe it is also just how freakin' talented you are with the proverbial pen.
Damn Reboot. I didn't feel this way about Kirk and McCoy in the old days, no. I was all boo-hooing over Spock's death as a kid, but for some reason, now...anyway.
In my desperate search for Good. Fic. I came back to visit. Even tried to persuade the hubby to read AAtKM when I poured over it once more. (He's very anti-fic...it's not 'canon' in his opinion, PSHAW.) Whatever. :D He's more concerned over my obsession as a whole than the fact that I read fanfic, anyway. I thought most geeky men were supposed to find that 'hawt' or something...
At any rate, don't mind my IP address hopping around once again. I've done it periodically. :)
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Date: 2010-06-09 04:07 pm (UTC)I...really don't know what I can say after that. Except maybe:
Oh.
Let me gather myself. Sort of. This really... hurts, you know? I'm not sure why...I'm still trying to rein in tears and emotion as I figure out how it sits...not well, I can tell you. Such a short piece, and yet it carries such gravity and downright visceral emotions. In its brevity, it reeks of wrong. I think my mind is screaming 'no!', because I've really latched on to these two, and I adore them (even when I brave the more slashy fics, I do!)...and one without the other is just iniquitous. Maybe it's because I know this kind of pain, the loss and the feeling of being lost, maybe it is also just how freakin' talented you are with the proverbial pen.
Damn Reboot. I didn't feel this way about Kirk and McCoy in the old days, no. I was all boo-hooing over Spock's death as a kid, but for some reason, now...anyway.
In my desperate search for Good. Fic. I came back to visit. Even tried to persuade the hubby to read AAtKM when I poured over it once more. (He's very anti-fic...it's not 'canon' in his opinion, PSHAW.) Whatever. :D He's more concerned over my obsession as a whole than the fact that I read fanfic, anyway. I thought most geeky men were supposed to find that 'hawt' or something...
At any rate, don't mind my IP address hopping around once again. I've done it periodically. :)