I was absolutely amazed at how well you were able to educate clearly and correctly about the depths of BDSM without ever sounding like you were. That takes mad!skillz.
And the way you described McCoy's tension, the tension he couldn't reveal for Kirk's peace of mind - god, that's so true.
And Kirk's desperate need to be held down and controlled to relieve the tension.
And the beautiful point that you were able to make with such skill - it had to be somebody he trusted with not only his life, but with his entire being.
And the details! The snapping of the needle casings, the repeated sounding lubricant, the difference between just topping and being truly in control!
And Kirk goes off to think!
God - you understand!
And you've made me think far too much about things I'd rather not deal with. But that's okay. :)
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Date: 2010-01-01 04:39 am (UTC)And the way you described McCoy's tension, the tension he couldn't reveal for Kirk's peace of mind - god, that's so true.
And Kirk's desperate need to be held down and controlled to relieve the tension.
And the beautiful point that you were able to make with such skill - it had to be somebody he trusted with not only his life, but with his entire being.
And the details! The snapping of the needle casings, the repeated sounding lubricant, the difference between just topping and being truly in control!
And Kirk goes off to think!
God - you understand!
And you've made me think far too much about things I'd rather not deal with. But that's okay. :)
Truly amazing.