Beta needed

I need a beta.  The fic in question is Star Trek.  Kirk and McCoy are the main characters.  It's just under 15K words long.  The rating is NC-17.  It's triggery.  It's intense.  It's hardcore.  It's an absolute MIND-FUCK.  I need a beta who can mentally handle rape or non-con in a story.  It would also help if you have a decent understanding of some of the harder sides of BDSM. 

It's set in the same fanfic universe as AAtKM, "Crossfire," and "In Perfect Trust."  (For those who didn't catch it, "In Perfect Trust" actually takes place after "Crossfire."  In fact, IPT directly references Crossfire.)  The NC-17 stories attached to that universe are directly dependent on the main stories, but the main stories are not dependent on the NC-17 ones.  Still, you don't need to be familiar with the rest of that universe to beta this.

So... who wants to beta?

Replies will be screened because I need to select the beta for this carefully.  If I don't pick you, it's not because I don't love you.  ♥